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<body topmargin=0 leftmargin=0 marginheight=0 marginwidth=0> <table cellpadding=0 cellspacing=0 border=0 height="100%"><tr> <td valign="top" width=168 BGCOLOR="#000000" TEXT="#F7F7FF" background="041a11c3.gif"> <div> we drive blue cars around the highway thinking our wings are enough to keep us from falling off. funny us.<FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#CCFFFF" FACE="Perpetua" > </FONT></div> <div> <IMG SRC="06b54b20.jpg" border=0 width="84" height="178" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> </td> <td valign="top" BGCOLOR="#000000" TEXT="#F7F7FF"> <div> <FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#BFBF00" FACE="Perpetua" >f a l l i n g f r o m t h e t h i n k i n g t r e e.</FONT><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#FFCC99" FACE="Arial" > </FONT><FONT SIZE="1" COLOR="#FFCC99" FACE="Arial" >    </FONT>|   <A HREF="index.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="f a l l i n g f r o m t h e t h i n k i "><U><B>home</B></U></A></div> <div> <A HREF="id59.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="JASON!"><U>JASON!</U></A><B>   |   </B><B>me.</B><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id20.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="random"><U>random</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id28.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="reality bites"><U>reality bites</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id29.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="you get so alone at times that it just m"><U>you get so alone at times that it just makes sense</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id26.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="love warps the mind a little"><U>love warps the mind a little</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id25.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="letters to a young poet"><U>letters to a young poet</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id18.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="well worn paths"><U>well worn paths</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id37.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="studio"><U>studio</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id21.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="softlyspoken"><U>softlyspoken</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id30.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="flake"><U>flake</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id23.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="listen."><U>listen.</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id34.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="quilt"><U>quilt</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id35.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="ala carte"><U>ala carte</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id38.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="sake"><U>sake</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id19.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="stop whispering start SHOUTING"><U>stop whispering start SHOUTING</U></A><B>   |   </B><A HREF="id58.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="wordsneverread"><U>wordsneverread</U></A></div> <div> <IMG SRC="040f4010.gif" border=0 width="500" height="1" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <div> r u n n i n g a s f a s t a s i c a n.</div> <div> <IMG SRC="059200a0.jpg" border=0 width="288" height="266" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"> <A NAME="hands_pic_link"><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="1x1.gif" HEIGHT="1" ALIGN="bottom" WIDTH="1" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0" ></A></div> <div> breathe deep breath d e e p e r , </div> <bR> <div> college.</div> <bR> <div> "the truth is we all ache. </div> <div> we all have growing pains. </div> <div> and wonder if we are </div> <div> okay and enough loved. </div> <div> the things is - we are. </div> <div>        <U>really</U></div> <div> without the silver shoes</div> <div> and leaopard print sheets. </div> <div> we are enough without</div> <div> all the things we buy</div> <div> to make us much more</div> <div> than we are or need to be</div> <div> we are simple</div> <div> and complex</div> <div> and rare</div> <div> <U>as is</U> "</div> <bR> <div> ~sabrina ward harrison</div> <bR> <div> so silence i invite you. solitude while surrounded by these halter topped masses is a funnysmilingbadly thing but fuck it. here i come. </div> <bR> <div> the girl who lives here, </div> <div> -js.</div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div>  </div> <DIV ALIGN="LEFT"></DIV> <div> ...</div> <div> hope, </div> <bR> <div> i left the door open for you to come in. i'd watch for you but my hands are busy mending what recollections of your paleturningseasons face i've savedin the tattered shoebox we kept in the closet. i would have saved them from the fire but my entire body was overcome with the ache of inadequecy. i read the best way out is always through.threw.thru.</div> <bR> <DIV ALIGN="LEFT"></DIV> <div> ~js.</div> <bR> <div>  </div> <div> p(dot)s(dot)  it's been awhile since my fingers have pressed the keys in reference to you. the debre is piling up around me. help me get out of this skin. </div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div> dear reader, </div> <bR> <div>            common sense tells us to keep our hands off the table. to not write on walls, to shut the door behind us when we go. common sense has failed me. </div> <bR> <DIV ALIGN="LEFT"></DIV> <div> ~js.</div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id59.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="JASON!"><U><<back</U></A>  <A HREF="id20.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="random"><U>next>></U></A></div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> </td> </tr></table></body>